Weirdposting #5 — I am just a misfit

 

>I take a breath another time

>readings that don't get over

>line after line

>I will write for /lit/ again

>thoughts without censorship

>beer after beer

>I travel so fast

>I don't know what love is

>George Grant after Christopher Buckley

>I can go

>I can pass to every topic

>NRx after Never Trumper

>my past is like a Saturn

>a great Ouroboros eating me

>girlfriend after girlfriend

>courses in Hillsdale College

>studies in Christendom College

>critical theory after tomism

>every anon wants to run the world

>I don't know why

>Dostoievski after Molière

>I can't touch the sky

>I am so serious in my ultimate thinking

>Nick Land after David Frum

>no girl really loved me

>no woman really loved me

>thread after thread

>I am just a misfit

>without a real love

>book after book 

>I take a breath another time

>readings that don't get over

Weirdposting #4 — Loveless Sex

 

>ex-girlfriend broke up with me

>can't wrap my head around the whole thing

>my feelings are a constant mess when it's about her

>yeah, she actually left

>but every single thought is just her and what we had

>just stuck in my own head

>telling myself not to waste my time

>"if you don't love me, I can see it"

>see it everywhere, in every moment

>you don't look for me in your actions

>just sex after sex

>we were experts at that

>did it every single day

>but... that isn't love

>we're strangers to what love actually is

>I don't need the sex

>I need the love

>I don't care about the body

>I wanted the heart

>everything is scorched earth now

>realize I don't even know her, not really

>I know every detail of what she likes in bed

>but I know absolutely nothing about her soul

>mfw we shared everything but felt nothing

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